It’s Central America #mike28086 definitely not AZ
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I lived in a depresed state untill almost 4 years ago. I decided to chamge my life…
Went debt free incuding my house…it was amazing. Life is soooooo good now 
(was flat broke 4 years ago, and simply deciding to do it differently changed the world)
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Dang just joined the forum to work on my anxiety and depression to feel like part of a community and this thread starts right after I join. I have struggled with depression and recently self diagnosed myself with general anxiety that has seriously affected my socializing my whole life. I always thought of myself as a loner, but I very much so struggle with social settings and deep down want to be a part of a community. Weed has always helped me with my negative moods. I always compare it to putting on a sweater when its cold outside…its my brain sweater. Feels really good to be talking about it in a group of like minded people and I think this plant can do so much for healing people. I remember a friend who doesnt smoke asking me what its like to be stoned all day, I wish I could go back and tell him a better question would be whats it like to have crippling anxiety and depression all day long?
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definitely, for sure, look at all of that beautiful terrain, magnificent. I’d love to see it someday. cheers, brother.
regards,
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Dude sounds like a dick. Lol.
Welcome to Overgrow man. We are happy to have you. Sometimes my anxiety is so bad I can’t smoke. I just hit my bowl here and there to keep me level. I definitely get the loner thing. I get along with everyone but am socially awkward. Some people are easy to talk to. I don’t know what it is about some people. It can go either way.
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Here guys, this came up in my auto play, pretty good scientific explanation of the bias we face everyday.
Those who do not suffer, do not understand. Not their fault, they simply don’t live it. It’s not real in their world, because they never see it. I have survival bias myself, for instance AAPI hate… I haven’t seen that at all. Yet I hear it’s a major problem these days? I’m a white man, who treats everyone with respect and hang with people who do too. I have a few Asian friends- they haven’t mentioned anything.
But even though I don’t see it, I don’t understand it, it doesn’t seem real… if there are people saying they’re being hurt, I want to stop it. But I don’t know the situation enough.
If you need help- tell people. Anyone. Just put it out there. People who care about you will listen. Even if I don’t understand, I’m willing to try. I’m willing to learn to help those I love. And whoever you are, I’m 100% sure someone loves you.
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100% THIS
If you need help- tell people. Anyone. Just put it out there. People who care about you will listen. Even if I don’t understand, I’m willing to try. I’m willing to learn to help those I love. And whoever you are, I’m 100% sure someone loves you.
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Welcome @big-E-tallz we are all lucky to have found this place and these people! (And this plant)
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“Jon! Another dead rapper! Really?!!”
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peep r.I.p.
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Took a pretty huge hit during the storms going to have to get some trees removed. It’s like Everytime I dig myself out of a hole i fall into another. Only choice I have is to accept and move forward.
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It seems like everyday for the last two weeks I’ve had a new grenade thrown in my lap.
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Sucks but all you can do is your best. Universe can watch me push through another one with a smile.
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Sometimes you just have to, to quote Method Man “put on your gasoline boots and walk through Hell”.
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I hope no trees fell on your home man. You still have plants outside?
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I’m definitely feeling it today. I spoke with my insurance and opened a claim. Got a neighbor that all of a sudden owns everything so I’m gonna have to keep an eye on him. Feeling he doesn’t have insurance.
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That sucks. I hope things get a little easier for you.
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If I said yes would it even matter, I’ve been depressed so long im starting to think im truly just trash, life has never gone good for me, an it continues to get worse, everything doesn’t get better, everything doesn’t change, if it does its for the worst. Idk I know everyone has problems, everyone goes through it.
But,
We all aren’t the same, we all don’t cope the same, we all don’t have support, I hate my life, if I said otherwise I would be lying, its hard knowing ur nothing and everything is temporary, 
I live by toxic actions and I think I have started to enjoy them because I get to feel something for a short time, even if it’s damaging I get to feel something.
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I personally don’t even think people I can’t stand are trash. I do however know the mentality. I also know the rotation of indulging in substance other then the green for some type of relief. Even tho I know fully well is more then likely not going to turn out well and in the long run not the best idea.
I have stayed away from personal relationships mostly because I feel I’m toxic. The people that are on my level I personally can’t stand. I’m no where near as bad as I used to be in my vices. Now that I’m getting older I begun to see it’s not a good look. I go to the meth/sub clinic every morning and just become disgusted with myself. I have always been very self conscious and has been harder on myself then I should be. I try to remind myself that things are no where near as bad as I think they are.
Like I said before I was going to delete the thread after I woke up from a long “nap” and saw that it blew up. So I left it. I figured maybe it might help others feel like they were not alone.
I thought it was funny during Covid everyone was going crazy because of the prolonged periods of self isolation. I would just think to myself and laugh “I do this shit for fun”.
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