Baseball sized buds

I learnt not to get cocky with weed last grow…had sum coke can size nuggets…being still a newer grower and never or will never pretend im anything but that, my enthusiasm is a little too high and curbing it and having patience are invaluable learnings. I went from a Feed regime that was smashing it and being a little cocky i switched to Athena and then began the Fade program cutting out my Calmag and silica as well as bloom Nutrients and it turned out to be too early and my plants just went to shit…not so much a budrot but something fucked them up good…I cant for the life of me enjoy a smoke of it and tbh i have a complex about them …kinda like when you burn food…you can fix it but you cant make yourself ignore it psycologically…lets just say it was a great outcome just from how much i learnt. Im way more sensible and humble…I had a bit of a grudge against Athena but didnt give up on it…I Did take my old nutes for Granted but never will again and i alternate runs now…but dont mix products or Change the plants Feeding routine for any reason now…