I haven’t found a strain that I can rely on not to fuck me up… it’s a damn shame. I have a green thumb and I’m in love with the plant.
Like others “i used to hit it like cheech and Chong” but these days anything “good” can likely lead to a coin toss if it sends me into an internal conversation telling myself keep it together man”
Think I shoulda try some cbd strains? Can anyone recommend from personal experience?
Yeah definitely try some cbd stuff… couldn’t hurt. The only cbd I’ve grown was bagseed from cherry chocolate chip bud but I’ve been thinking about trying aces CBD #1
I think I read somewhere where Dubi from Ace mostly smokes this all throughout the day as his main smoke… can’t remember where I saw that but probably on the ICMag thread for this strain.
Sour Tsunami has had some good talk, I havent tried it myself.
Roger that, will put on the list for next order 
Have you considered other factors outside of the cannabis? What’s your caffeine intake like? Do you drink those horrible energy drinks? --i do, and here’s food for thought: on days where i drink one or more energy drinks and I smoke, those seem to be the days i experience an internal crisis after smoking 
Could also be dietary, but in my own personal case, I’ve sorta-kinda noticed high caffeine intake (or could be the taurine and other junk) coinciding with i guess I’d generically call it “smoke induced mania”
Good things to consider, but no, caffeine doesn’t seem to affect me very much, and not on energy drinks.
Perhaps I hit it a little too hard early on & now I’m destined to reside standing apon the precipice of madness. 
Too much? Lol
definately come to the conclusion it’s not for me, and when I do partake I am super careful. All good, i believe it’s helpful to some and not others. 
Age and changing responsibilities definitely affect it for everyone differently as well. My best friend was the Chong to my Cheech growing up, but in his mid-20s started getting anxiety and for the last 20+ years he’ll only smoke if he’s had a few drinks first. I went through a similar period around my kids birth for a few years and then something changed and I went back to Spicoli status.
Hey bud, I get this from time to time. It’s been a lot worse in the past. Canabis for me anyways is very dependent on set and setting and I generally use it with a purpose or an intent. I find I’m a before bed smoker and not social at all. During the day anxiety. Unless I’m working or doing something productive.
Cannabis does a good job of bringing what we have deep inside up to the for front. Try and sit with these anxious feelings next time and listen to what’s brought to your attention. Could just be old drama buried. Not trying to get all woo woo, but it’s help me understand things even on those stressful sessions.
Best of luck.
Edit: just an FYI blueberry types have been very chill for me. Blue Dream is that smoke everyone loves to hate but it’s good chill calming smoke if you find the right cut.
@ClassicGenetix Your spot on with that one.
