Hey y’all I’ve had thoughts on a post like this for a minute, just haven’t gotten around to writing it up.
Essentially I just want to talk about my current health situations ( I’m 27 ) and how cannabis is helping or not helping.
To summarize it up, I’ve been actively addicted to gaming for 10+ years now.
On top of that my cannabis use has been also addiction level since then .
And I guess I’ll add that I’ve not been working consistently since then either. On and off warehouse jobs and pizzerias.
To sum it all up and add insult to injury, I’m living in my grandpa’s old trailer , he didn’t really take care of the thing that well so mold has been an issue for years. One that has not been addressed. So I’ve probably been exposed to higher levels of mold and mildew for 10 ish years.
So, you have someone who is smoking cannabis to alleviate the symptoms of mold exposure ( doesn’t really help ngl ).
You have someone who enjoys smoking but realizes my lungs can’t really take it anymore.
And you have someone who enjoys growing it but is also allergic as hell to it…
Really the answer seems to be clear obviously, quit smoking and heal up.
But bro I’m actually addicted to cannabis 
. Like actually.
Anyone else in a similar boat ?
Whether you’ve dealt with mold in the past , or maybe you’ve developed an allergy to your favorite plant , gaming addiction, similar stagnant behavior ?
Tbh I blame alot of it on mold , because CIRS is a thing and I definitely have alot of symptoms. But then you got the double whammy of stagnancy and consistent weed use… even if it has become . 15 bowls every few hours.
TDLR : JUST want some conversations , I know the answers Already , I should definitely cut back or completely quit for a bit , you know curing bud would be a good time too . I definitely need to work with my fam and get the mold in control, air this bitch out. Etc. but yeah just some conversations man, anyone else go through something similar , how did you quit ? Did any of you actually become good at moderating smoking if you were once a daily smoker ?
you have come this far that is understanding, accepting and admitting it to yourself which is already a big deal! Mold isn’t healthy but if it may ease you little I think most things in the world aren’t really anymore these days. Even if we think it is like eating greens or smoking weed for instance, you never know what’s inside unless you get it tested (even if you grow it yourself).
I can’t say I was an addict to gaming cause I had consciousness telling me I would lose myself in these things… your mind loses track off time and think this is fact for every being. Sitting in your cave without having another soul around telling you to get out off it isn’t helping either though. Finding a life partner might do you some good as long as it is a real person who cares about you!
Still I do enjoy life a lot but not every part of it as I did when I was younger.
