I dont miss it. It ruined my life.
Health wise, I think it caused or helped cause my heart attack at age 39. The attack felt like the worse hangover ever, and I was hung over at the time, then it started coming in waves with every wave worse than the last, becoming unbearable over the course of an hour. I almost died. It makes me think I was probably damaging my heart with every hangover because it felt so similar. Like my blood is stale or expired or something. I used to get them horrible when I drank vodka, especially whenever I wasn’t drinking often, I still binged but without the tolerance. I would wake up so dehydrated I couldn’t stand it, but my stomach wouldn’t keep water down. So I’d drink water, and puke it, for the better part of a day, bed bound. Part of my problem was that I never passed out, or got sick until I quit drinking, or needed food or sleep for days at a time. I was a beast of endurance. I could just about live off of mt dew and vodka, while it was killing me.
The only part I miss now, is that after my attack, when I would drink, is the only time I’d feel healthy. But its still not worth it, so I never feel healthy, but at least I’m not a drunkin mess.
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