I had they rid of all those people. That was the hardest part.
I can still sniff a beer and enjoy the smell but there was a rum fig rum sauce pudding at Christmas that grossed me out.
I should have had the shit kicked out of me many times because of my drunken belligerence.
But it’s everywhere. Every human function revolves around booze. Heroin addict? Stay away from heroin. Drunkard? Good luck finding a safe space without being a hermit.