I feel you, bro, though I'm not a war vet. That's unusual and lucky that you've found that path after retiring from army, I call it a success.
As McKenna said once, if you live through this life without ever taking psychedelics, it's like dying a virgin - you haven't figured out what it is all about!
I wonder though what the withdrawal symptoms would be, if you taking them daily. And you haven't yet developed a tolerance for psilo? I mean, like,when you take your half ounce, is it the full-blown trip?
There have been reports of cubensis strain being more potent when grown panaeolus-like with adding manure to the substrate.