My GF has been supporting me in my times without nicotine. While vaping isn’t the healthiest I still prefer it over smoking in general as I’ve never had more open airways when I don’t vape. I don’t need it to have nicotine though. My thing is I mostly smoke anyways to breathe better. I used to have to clutch a inhaler to my mouth always like a 80s movie nerd.
Smoking weed was my first event in my life that allowed me to finally forget to carry it always. If I don’t smoke in some way I can only breathe in my upper airways and no deeper. I spend half the day coughing up phlegm and various fluids from my lungs and if I take an antihistamine as well I can be free of asthma for a few hours. It just takes work and I would easily take the easier route as long as it’s not pills. My family history makes anything addiction forming a bad idea. I lucked out with nicotine as on its own it’s only as bad as caffeine and just mildly addictive. Half the time I swap out a cigarette/spliff for a coffee. If nothing else I’m blaming the autism for my mentality for why I do anything.
On the compost note I do not. My stepfather owns the house and he doesn’t like me. If I’m not a homebody he’s not happy. If I’m never home he’s not happy. If I’m happy he’s angry. If I’m miserable he’s happy.
For exercise I can walk my dog. She loves to pull hard and run. She might be 10.5, but she has the power of a puppy her size. If you’re not careful she’ll dislocate your shoulder or knock you on your face. She loves to play as well, so I can find a feild and roughhouse with her. She needs the exercise way more than I do. She’s an American Bulldog and she’s mostly sedentary in her old age.