I think we need a place to talk about other medicines on this forum. I microdose psilocybin mushrooms every week. I will smoke salvia properly and only when I need to. Same thing with larger doses of mushrooms. The last time I had a psychedelic experience was the remembrance day before last. I had taken 10 what i thought to be weak hawiian baby woodrose seeds after trying 5 with no results. I didnt follow many of my rules eitherXD so here my story.
I took 10 seeds that have been defatted and put into a gel cap before I went to work. Thinking they would have no effect I thought it would be no problem driving an hour out of town for work. My mistake. Anyways i got 10 mins from town when the nausea started and I almost puked in my truck. Every ten minutes down the road id have to pull over and try throwing up with nothing comming out. A little bit down from work the nausea stopped. Then the road started waving. A lot. I thought to myself “its a straight road, keep going straight”. Thankfully work was right up the road. So I got in and I parked my truck, made my way into the shack and called work to sign in. Then I was free. No one would show up today. I went outside lid on the stairs of the deck with a huge smile on my face and listened to the wind blowing and feeling the cold wind surround me. I relaxed for a while before I got too cold and went inside and did the same. I lay on the floor watching the beautiful colors of everything morph and wave and distort like crazy. I have soo much going through my mind. Everything you could think of, but I couldnt hold onto any thoughts. They would just come and go and I would lay there and watch the images of the thoughts in my mind flowing. Meditation on psychedelics is beautiful. Then I hear a what I thought was a customer show up. When I see my work symbol on the truck. Oh shit, its my boss and her assistant XD They come into my shack and ask why im laying on the floor so I explain to them how I ate something that was bad and now im really sick. So they ask if I need to go to the doctor. “no no ill be fine” I say, then they proceed to leave me to my “sickness”. After they left I remained on the floor enjoying the experience. These seeds are very enjoyable if you can deal with the tummy ache. After the peak stopped and it started slowing down I noticed how slow time was going. its only been 3 hours. HOLY SHIT. 3hours?! thats all?! It felt like the whole day had went by. But in fact I got up right at half day to do my call in. After this it was slower. I went out to my truck and took a few hoots from my pipe and ended up staring at the fabric on the ceiling of my truck for a half an hour but felt like 10XD when i went back inside the cannabis inspired me to write. ( like right nowXD ) So i started writing down my journey so i can put it in my journal when i got home. I was very fascinated by writing, like it was the coolest thing i have ever seen. The seeds slowly wore off and by the 6 hour mark i only felt the after glow which lasted several days. Over those days i read my journey notes and i integrated my experience. I love these seeds and the spirit they hold. i would recommend them to anyone that is interested in psychedelics:)
I have more good stories in my journal ill be sure to post here!!
id love to hear about some of your own experiences, what you have tried, and how psychedelics have effected your life.
Much love
Lotus