This isn’t in jest; I’m being quite honest when I say this… The sun is lethal, out to kill us all, everyday sending a wide swath of UV radiation directly into your eyes and skin. The heat generated by its radiation alone is lethal, today, right now. Beyond that, the UVB-caused genetic mutations stack up. AND YET I LOVE THE SUNSHINE…
Life is one hell of a big trade off. Getting wrapped around this axle is fun AND fruitless. Enjoy, OP.