Im terrified of going to the doctor. I know I have issues with my kidneys but those issues could EASILY turn into $100k issues if I do go. Kidney disease is especially fucked up.
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This shit absolutely kills me to hear! 
Iām scared to go just cuz I despise it there, but can only imagine that scenario . Im sorry man, truly am @Habitt
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Hearts awarded on discourse sites like OG are inadequate to express the empathy/commiseration I feel for you, my ailing brothers. Unrestrained capitalism has totally corrupted healthcare in the US ā hollowed it out and left the bones to dry.
It sounds like our Canadian brothers havenāt got it much better. But Iām still envious. On this side of the border, itās strictly self-managed care. Better hope nothing goes wrong, because ā if it does ā youāre going bankrupt!
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So the best we can do is some PM. @TopShelfTrees1 not pointing a finger, but how goes the water intake?
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On healthcare. Saw someone in my primaryās office to get a referral to get my neck looked at. āYou want surgery on your neck?ā No, just donāt want to wait too long to have it looked at. Causing bigger problems. I need someone"likeā a surgeon to evaluate me and make a suggestion. I donāt have the skills and training to guess what I need. āIām used to having people tell me what to do. Thank you for not. It gets old.ā Sometimes they can be flat out brain dead stupid. You have to tell them what to do.
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Monday at the Hospital they have definitely sent in the b squad today. Looks like Iām gonna be here another night. I think this particular hospital has a charity program for people that cand afford care. Yāall should definitely look into similar hospitals in your area.
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Pretty good Iām doing two bottles a day plus about the same not juice and one yeti mug (biggun ) of coffee to 1.5 tops. Also eating regularly again not just dinner and snacks . And eating lots of fruit, vegetables and my breakfast shake every day with a banana or some kind of fruit. Big change from a month or so ago thatās for sure, got my dumbbells beside me. And Iām going to grab resistance bands when I can so I can do the full range of motions. And walking a lot again too as I just went another block every other day, last night I did an hour and twenty minutes with Charlii
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Thatās definitely something good at least about US hospitals, sucks you gotta stay another night but better safe than sorry bro.
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Thatās frickinā awesome! Good job man!
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Yeah TOPst when I get home Iām gonna have to get some dietary tips from you cuz changes are in order. You too @ColeLennon. You already seem to have been through this wringer.
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@crownpoodle thank you brother 
for real.
@Indicana_Jones of course homie, Iāve got you 100%
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Iāve got some probable down time coming up @Indicana_Jones. Out of necessity, not choice. Been wondering about my grows. Where Iāll be at in 12/12. Basically shit that doesnāt matter at all without my health. Not sure how you guys roll, but I get kind of wound up with anticipation. Does not help. Nope.
So so plants donāt make it. Shitā¦I do that anyways. I can easily get myself so twisted I make things worse. I have no idea what got you the bus ride to start with. @Indicana_Jones best I can offer is when you start back working at a better you, do not compare yourself to anyone but yourself. Be a better you, a little at a time.
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@Indicana_Jones glad you seem to be alright. hopefully your sponge baths cheer you up some.
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Good morning everyone 
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Hola mi amigo.
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Good morning everyone
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Good Morning everyboday 
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Goodmorning yāall.
I never popped up here on OG yesterday until near midnight maybe, I was very under the weather and needed to just take it easy.
Had a severe stomach bug type thing I was in and out of the bathroom for probably 12-14 hours.
Thank god itās over! I ate dinner last night which was my first time eating in near 24 hours or a bit more and slept as heavy as I could, now I donāt feel 100% but I can tell Iām not going to be near bedridden today.
Hope yāallās day yesterday was better than mineā¦
Happy growing and peace!
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2 mins until like replenish 
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Oh man , I hate stomach issues! They mess with my anxiety (anything internal does) so it doubles up on shittiness instantly. Glad you are feeling better though, your absence was noticed for sure. Feel better bro
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