Hi @Wakamaka4, sorry you’re having a rough start. No worries. Failing is learning. Just maybe start with one seed at a time until you’re comfortable with a certain procedure. We all struggle from time to time.
I have a website link for you that is full of pictures and instructions from seed to harvest. It is simple, laid out for easy navigation, and gives you a good basic idea of the entire process.
I don’t have any affiliation but remember using it when I got back into it. After getting some answers to basics and some practice, you’ll feel more comfortable coming here to discuss your journey.
Welcome to OG. Check out our amazing cache of knowledge in here. It has it all. People will help you along. But check out that site for the schedule of how it all unfolds.
Are you in the US? Also, learn patience! lol. Nothing happens fast. But soon you’ll have some of you own flower if you can solve your grow space issue. A patio with a pot will do it if it gets any sun at all.
Keep at it. Lots of peeps around to help. peace