Morning to whoever is up and around, putzing, pondering, doing whatever.
Had a rly sheisty day today, didnt sleep last nite, custody drama bullshit and my poor kiddo acting out bc of it, emotional day i should say, uuuggghhhh. Left work early, came home n been chilling in my growroom with the girls. Decided to go thru my little chest of genetics and sort it out, clean it up, organize kinda thing.
Well, ive accumulated some things, wether as freebies or purchase or trade or just plain kindness from other ppl that i just will never have the time to run everything in a priority/interest sense. So y not move it along to someone who will.
So 1st person to call DIBS in the the US, will get the following sent as a gift.
Darkwing Duck F2 x15-RSSC made originally and F2ed by a friend
Leather Breath x3-RSSC
Hash Coin x6-RSSC
Corey the Monk F2 x10-RSSC
Moonscape x11-RSSC
Monkey Toe Tangie-Chief Seed Co
Drunk&Disorderly x5-GLG
Freedom of Seeds Dieselicious x1
Jelly Wine-Dungeon Vault Genetics
PieAngle-Elevated PNW
Watermelon HP x Dukes Basic Skunk x5-Strayfox
Strawberry Lemon Tree F3 x11
Mazar S1 x16
Malawi x3-Ace
OldTimersHaze x9-Ace
The One x Blue Moon Rocks BX4-Swami Organic Seed
The One x 88G13/HP x10-Swami Organic Seed
Mystery Bag x10-ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA amd super old.
Shakedown Street x7-Bodhi
Beautiful Day x5-Bodhi
Phone Home x6-Bodhi
Send me a DM buddy w ur info!! Just trying to put some stuff into somebodies hands that maybe fancies some of those things more than i do. Hate seeing things go to waste so fogured id try n pass them along
Appreciate that!! Nothing to crazy, jist gets tiring dealing w the same shit over n over again w an addict who doesnt understand the reality of whats actially going on.
Regardless, happy to b sending these oit to ya, hope u find somethimg special somewhere in there!!
Just had to fix two of my grandma’s windows that my cousin broke out, she won’t press charges on her own “son”. I feel you on this one all the way man.
@jonnyonthespotAZ on a deeper level, my brother, we went through a nasty custody battle and our 9 year old son at the time acted out. He ended up in the psych ward and some more from it. Therapy could really help as taboo as that sounds. He is 13 now and way better. Keep your head at up, at some point, you will come out of the storm to the other side and you’ll have a group of people cheering you on. Including your kid. Shiesty co-parents suck.
Rly appreciate everyones comments. To shed a little light, i have full custody of my daughter, and her and her mother have had a very strenous relationship, mom has continually broken promise after promise to my daughter and i encourage my daughter to have a relationship but also set boundaries and thats ok even if it is family. Mom is in a rehab facility right now and its right on schedule for my daughters summer visitation to moms home state. Its so predicable and i know whats coming next and i can’t as my daughters father, caretaker and guardian, her well being is my responsibility and i refuse to have my daughter to continue to go thru these emotional mental gymnastics and feeling guilty and responsible for moms decision,
and l also just found out, poor kiddo has been cutting herself. Weve been in therapy pretty much since i gained custody of her 3 yrs ago amd ota helped but mom always ends up habing a way to fuk it up!! Fortunately this time, i was able to afford a proper attorney amd alot of changes r going to b made this time around. I cannot continue to try and give mom the benefit of the doubt and sit idly by amd watch my daughter fet hurt and disappointed over amd over.
Damn?!? Sorry for that lomg winded rant, bit for fuks sake man, just want some.contonual peace w my family and not have it disrupted when moms head comes out of the clouds for however lomg amd then disapears and leaves me to pick up the pieces.
Much love to everyome here!! Thank u all for listening
God reading that sounds just like the father of mine and my wife’s kids. Raging alcoholic. Beat on the wife, in front of the kids. The father had visitation rights to the son until he was 11 and our son stuggled. The best thing we did for him was to strip his fathers rights away. Sometimes as hard as it is, you have to cut the parent off so healing can happen. Exposing her to the same tramua expecting change won’t happen. Hopefully, you’ve got documentation for the bullshit. Make sure when you go to court ask for a parenting app. We use talking parents. It’s tracked and the courts will accept it because nothing can be deleted. Hell yeah as a parent it’s our job to set boundaries to keep our kids safe.
My man @Skewter got the DIBS on this!! Happy to b sending these over to him and excited to c what he gets out of whatever he decides to dig thru!! Solid person who offered an ear in private, appreciate u @Skewter for being available if needed!!
That’s what this place is about man - community! You giving back to this place is what it’s all about! Truly blessed to be a part of this and on the receiving end of your benevolence. I appreciate the kind words. I will be sure to credit/tag you in anything I grow(my lazy ass will start a grow log one of these days lol).
For anyone reading this- if anyone is having a hard time and just wants to talk/vent/advice, my DMs are open.
In the words of one of the great Griz - Show love, Spread love!
