Lost my Dad on March 16th. Hard thing to deal with. Try to take it hour by hour. I’ve had a very hard time. Day before he passed mom had called and wanted me to make sure I knew how to do his meds because she has Interstitial lung disease and knows she doesn’t have long, no cure… So my mind is in a bad spot. Poor plants have been neglected but more important stuff to do. Seems no matter the plan it’s going to fail , not much cash, brother got everything, I have grandpa’s house (RIP) but had to get rid of bats, needs upstairs ripped down and bleached, new flooring, paint, electrical, on and on the more I see. Brother went out his role , has a new mobile home in dad’s yard, now has his house that’s mom’s, while We living in a single wide 1970 moldy as$ trailer. Wasn’t even offered to me to buy, yet alone to live in. Feeling of being lost, hope you get through this and thoughts and prayers are with you and the family. 
Sorry got into my problems.
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