Thank you for participating Meesh 
It isn’t easy putting it out there though we all start somewhere and helps to understand where each of us is coming from. I think its awesome you are so close to your dad…my mom is my best friend 
Gardening is very therapeutic… nothing in this world like it! Something about grounding oneself playing in soil then nurturing a life form that is somewhat fragile yet cannot speak so we learn a whole new language - can you tell spring is my favorite time of year? lol