Thank you very much for that. I havent done breeding other than an unexpected herm or had no needs for males. I just wanted to do something cool and share my bit. It seems like this BB is being a bitch. My mental health says Josh its fucked. I know its the 2nd guessing myself.
If I could manage my anxiety better…im struggling with it. I think Id rather try seed runs with my stuff because if I messed someones stuff up. Last of the last type pack, id be hurt. Im so hard on myself. I dont get it. Super intelligent, ive just become a recluse. The worthlessness. Thats that shit calling me.
Ahhh. I donno Mr School. Somedays are better than others. I appreciate you stopping by man. When I fully get on my feet im not looking back. Ill die before I go back to prison. Be cool daddy 'o. Holler anytime.