The place I get mine sells seeds or maybe it’s the small plants themselves. The only thing is you have to have a separate grow spot for the Kratom and it has to be environmentally correct; like very humid.
They were selling fresh leaves, too, but I’m not sure if they still do it. Someone told me the fresh leaves were so much better than the powder.
The place is called Laughing Lion Herbs in Colorado Springs. They sell Kava, too. I haven’t tried that yet. It’s a root that you steep in hot water.
I am 53 and have been a paraplegic for 27 years. I am vape oil, smoke flower, make my own gummies with select strains, CBD and THC I start every morning macro dosing and mico dosing. I like Sour Tsunami CBD and Harley/Tsu 60/40 indica CBD and I have at least a dozen strains like a pharmacy of strains that I rotate if I use multiple strains a day the next two days I use multiple other strains. I keep my tolerance in check and get maximum relief by jumping strain use. MAC if fav, GSC, OG Kush sativa dom, SFV OG, Bubba Kush, Obama Kush, Northern lights, AK 47 , GMO, I got gummies that crush like a 4MG dilaudid. I don’t even take advil or tylenol and no NSAI keys mico and macro dosing multiple strains. it is for me anyways. Be your own lab rat and start experimenting titrating high potency cannabis oil by making your own gummies. Peace Cole
D’où you experience what they call ghost pain? Or ado you have some damage done to your spine?
Apart from my hip problem I have an extremely sensitive back… I hurt my back once diving into a pool head first and that did my back in for ages… then I got a knee operation and the anesthesiologist didn’t get the right nerve and basically I have never been the same after
I can vouche for kratom it definitely works like a opiod. Not as strong but a good pain reliever. Red maeng DA is the best for pain. Less sd effects too. I rarely feel weird or uneasy after taking
I have what they call an incomplete spinal cord injury. I had an allergic reaction to anesthesia when I was 25 the damage I have to my body is from compensating with spinal cord injury for 27 years.
I can relate to that… not nearly as bad as your situation but it’s crippling some times.
Send some my way 
Check the SSDD F2 BX 1 run by @HolyAngel for nerve pain medicine.
Sunshine day dream?
Yep, sunshine daydream f2
Cool… shame I can’t just pop anything I wish 
Shame we can get a tester for every strain grow/reproduced in the seed runs 
Hum… Coin flips with “plant matter” sample hum… Muahahaa 
I have found that ogkb and bubba kush dominant plants are very good for pain
Sounds nice
I made a wiki, please feel free to add
They are “kannabia seeds” purple kush bro. I hope you enjoy it as much as I do. 
I did a wikiable edit, can you confirm?
If you are going the CBD route and you know it works for you try this Hemp Kief | Cultivar Specific Wholesale Pounds | Horn Creek Hemp for 150 you can get a pound of keif at 20-40% cbd . I have no connection to these folks just the best deal of legit , clean,quality grow product. I can voche for quality, its leftover mixed keif so it sort of has a generic flavor but is very smooth in a joint with some thc herb. I also take an snri class drug from my doctor. The SNRI is a class of antidepressants that help with the preception of pain as one of its side effects but some side effects can be good. Chronic pain actually lowers your pain threshold over time in a process a lot like emotional burn out. You just run out of coping chemicals in the brain and it can feel really overwhelming. Another one is talk therapy. Some of my pain was stress induced so going over my rough childhood helped me come down and emotionally regulate (childhood emotional neglect can destroy your immune system to the point of auto immune disease) which has made my pain more manageable. Hope this helps
