The 2 main events that have altered my life the most are a head on car collision at 26 and a 30 foot fall from a tree onto my back. In your 20s you never think about your back. Sciatica and back spasms for a few years that gradually subsided as the vertebrae fused. They tried giving me all kinds of nasty shit. Gabapentin about made me go psychotic with night terrors. Refused to opioids. Fexiril was useless, vicodin helped early on, I probably got lucky they became impossible to get, metho carbanol kept me loose pretty good but they took that, valium actually helped the most but they keep them on lock the most.
Fucks with your head when a back spasm drops you to the floor and you cant take a breath the pain is so sharp and intense then mentally to not be able to walk to the bathroom or get yourself up.
That’s when I found sour bubble and one hit and you could feel your muscle fibers ease up.
Wish I had weed that made ya pee ha. They got me in cipro and flomax and I can barely tolerate these things. Got me all out of sorts light headed and shit. Least I can piss again…
RIL vegging 3 and 4 to a cup and still blowing up under t5.
