exactly i know my fat ass needs to be pushed sometimes haha. i got a bit of social anxiety also so i avoid alot of crowds etc but i have a free gym membership i scored and really need to use it
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You and me both, itās so bad for that stuff too yet I still never do. Itās like Iām asking for it, see another thing I just need to do better. Sometimes we take time for granted ā¦. Iām no spring chicken anymore itās time to work on the anti aging anti deterioration front me thinks
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Oh nice! Free membership is bomb! Too bad weāre so far apart, Iād join you 100% Iāve been saying I need a motivation partner
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im looking into trt and see if that helps. would be covered but i hate needles.
yep any city gym since my income thresh hold was low enough. but i havent used it sinceā¦ no excuses just lazy. that will stop winter is going to be time to get in shape
Ya me too, I bet it would help too, Iāve never done it. My friend does all the new age/crazy stuff and it usually works, cupping, acupuncture, natural remedies etc. thereās so much out there but with anxiety etc. especially bad shit tends to psych me out. Iām sure you know
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missed a ct scan recently cause anxiety haha so ya i know how u feel i need routine to feel normal. so anything that can put me out of my comfort zone and things slowly go off the track
Been the same for me, just lazy! I feel you, I love hearing this, letās just do it. Wish my city did stuff like that, although thereās one nearby thatās like 12$ a month that I can handle. Itās like 10 min walk too, perfect. Iām gonna just work at everything slowly and get a routine, and Iām gonna check on your ass too! I hope youāll do the sameā¦. Motivate one another, anyone needing or feeling the need to please join us. Weāre all pretty tight here, actually it really feels like a brotherhood. Why not right, look out for your homies, and you are ALL my homies without doubt.
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Yep, we are very similar, didnāt realize yours was that bad. Shits horrible, I thought I finally had a grip on her, was breathing my way out, hadnāt taken a lorazapem in months, then this shit happened! HARD RESET, now Iām all anxious and shit again 
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absolutley. even if i start off just walking 20 min and doing 45 min of weights thats 100x more then just sitting on my ass beating my meat to golden girls re runs! kidding but for real time to move. anything is better than sitting around
EXACTLY ! Thatās it start with what you can and slowly build, youāve got this, me too. Hell maybe itāll help us best this anxiety shit too, or at least suppress it. Exercise and stuff is actually a big help in suppressing it Iām told, Iām still learning about everything itās only been 5 years but itās changed my life drastically for the worse.
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yea im exact same. can be good for months shit years and then out of no where something triggers it and can take 2 weeks sometimes 2 months to feel normal again. just glad that it does go back to normal. so thats what i try to tell myselfā¦ " we been here before we always get over it. when and how i cant control but it will pass"
Bahaha you dirty dog
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Itās so hard to see that light though isnāt it? Ok now I know you have this like me, weāre gonna chat even more, for real! Hmu when u feel shitty, anxious, or good! Whatever, me and my homie Rich have been doing this and heās helped me countless times, I like to think Iāve helped him too. We were meant to chat here tonight, itās odd I jumped on this late but now I see whyā¦. Awesome
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Love all you guys and I only want the best for all of you. Hope everyone has a great night, @204medismoke you chill brotha. Get some rest and hopefully you get some improvement tomorrow. And I mean what I said 
my word is bond. I got you 
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hope i helped you relax and get over anything that was bugging you tonight bro. i always have my support locally that helps me my certain ppl that bring me comfort and calmness. but when ever the time comes and i need someone i will holler. but im here if u need also.
ill be chilling in the youtube weed tunnel for awhile then find some movies haha. you have a good night to brotha
Most definitelyā¦ā¦ goodnight 
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Hey I donāt know how to set up a vote and this thread has open conversation.
I need help picking which ancestral skunk x Turkish hash plant clone is getting uppotted and moving into flower but outside. I have 3 candidates.
Plant #A
Plant #B
Plant #Q
Please let me know should got to flower outside thanks friends.
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Plant #B i would say . this just a guess, but for outdoor a short internode space will come in handy?
looks like she could build a solid base for outdoor. 
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