Well I must’ve messed up and lost them sadly. I have the envelope still and everything else that was supposed to come except that one. I stripped searched my car, kitchen trash, swept near my whole house…
I drove home from the PO Box without opening it until I got home and in my kitchen, I swept the whole kitchen, living room, and master bedroom just in case I dropped it and went through the trash can that had the envelope very slowly piece by piece so I tried my best to find them but I guess that one got away. I had a pit in my stomach since I lost them and I guess I just need to put it to rest, they’re gone now.
Never looking for an extra handout of just one pack. I have plenty of seeds, and with all the generosity around here it’s not a big deal, I just thought I should mention that I don’t have it and that I would accept @ix3u ‘s offer but I wouldn’t want to take some of the few seeds another member like me would’ve gotten just a pack and I can’t in good heart take that. I was hoping there are probably a couple guys maybe Freakers with more than that to spare?
I will ask Upstate since he preserved them, if he could be so kind to send me any to cover the lost pack and I’d even pay cash for them both shipping and the seeds.
I just know how rare that one is the list filled up lightning fast and to use packaging that several people are losing seems not very efficient very sad for any seed to be thrown away accidentally, and should be a lesson for next box, both to me to be more careful, and y’all if you need better packaging, ask us!! Im sure I’m not the only one who would pay more out of my own pocket to guarantee there were enough pucks or whatever would be needed to package them in a way that didn’t result in losses, especially with rarer landrace and heirlooms varieties like Jamaican lambsbread that aren’t at all circulated widely, it’s not like it’s a strain every breeder is working with.
Sorry for taking up this much of y’all’s time with more than one post about it, it just stressed me out big time to accept it was completely my fault like I was worried about, but what can I do now? I tried really hard to find it so I guess I did my part to recover from my mistake.
Peace, and I’m in no way complaining, just trying to prevent others from having the stress that I had the last 24 hours while looking desperately for it. Have a good evening everyone.