It’s good to see you back @ubcchemo. I hope you are doing well.
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Hey no worries man. I and I’m sure others here are just glad you’re still alive and able.
Thanks for checking in. 
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Sorry for your loss. And I’m glad your back I’m sure this will be stellar in her memory.
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Glad you’re still around! No worries on the run. I’m sure most of us were surprised you even tried to finish it, and I appreciate the effort put in regardless of the outcome. I hope you’re doing a little better now and look forward to seeing what you’re up to in the future! Best wishes on your path of healing!
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I’m so sorry for your loss
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So sorry to hear of your loss. My condolences and warmest sympathies go out to you and your family.
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Damn bro, sorry again for your loss! It’s sooo great to see you back up in here! All of this happened when I was a rookie, and I always wondered how you were doing. A big welcome back, let’s grow on.
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Man!!! When I saw 9 replies i was hoping you were back and doing OK. I’m relieved, I have been wondering.
That is a great and honorable dedication of this run. The main thing is that you are doing OK. It takes time man, just take it a day at a time and stay safe.
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Was just thinking about this. I still have 4 of those original Deep Ellum 5x5s. I’d be willing to send them your way to either try again from the original stock or add in with the F2s. Just shoot me a PM.
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He prob had an inbox full of notifications when he came back, now he’s going to have more when checks back in hehe. All to help and get a kickstart on this.
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Sorry for your loss. Glad to hear your doing better and a great way to keep her memory alive!
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I echo what most have said. Sorry for your loss and the trauma you went through. It’s a nightmare that hopefully others will never have to experience.
Happy you are putting one foot in front of the other.
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That’s a tough one. My condolences to you. My last grow didn’t go very well either. A couple of weeks into flowering i had chest pains on the treadmill. I was afraid to go in for medical treatment due to the virus. I finally gathered enough courage, and went into the hospital. I had open heart surgery a triple bypass 3 days later. Then if that is not enough I had a reaction to a medication they had given me. I nearly died from blood clotting, but finally pulled through after over a month lying in the hospital. My wife sort of finished the grow with just well water, and no nutrients. I guess I should have trained her in mixing nutes. Not the premium grow that I usually deliver.
I lost my first love at 21, and she was 19. Life sucks. Must be the reason we self medicate.
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Prayers and vibes sent brother. I can’t imagine. I never married unfortunately, but the thought of losing your spouse has to be the worst thing ever. If you ever need to reach out or anything feel free bro. It’s a helpless feeling from here to hear of someone dealing with your situation. I sure wish I could make it go away for you. peace
Damn brother, so sorry to read your troubles but sure am glad that you sought out guidance from the docs! I feel you on the self medicating. I have my own stories and I’ve always self medicated since.
I’ve always said that weed doesn’t kill pain for me as much as it puts my mind on other things and off of my problems. Glad to hear you got your ticker ticking again! Best vibes on your recovery! peace
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Damn, just seen this, BOTH lines are totally filled 
and rightfully so 
If by ANY chance in hell there’s some left, I would gladly grab some 
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Yeah nevil went to the Mr nice crew after he sold out to ben so it would make sense for him to have a old stash of beans , wasn’t 1-4 pure afghan graded based on height and potency 5-11 being crosses to various different lines he was holding at the time like hashplant and Mexican
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Same ! Sign me up. Just saw this post unfortunately to late 
My deepest condolences
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NL#1 is the only pure Afghan
Supposedly the higher the number the more NLD it got. NL already came numbered when Nevil got it from Don.
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