And I get not wanting to go the methadone way, I was the same, but considering where I was, it has turned my life around. I wasn’t even 30 years old when all of that was happening, I’m not much over 30 right now in fact.
And that’s exactly why I did choose a lifelong methadone “addiction”. Because if it’s methadone, it’s a safe drug that I will start off with 15 mg of, and it will increase about 10 mg a day, over 10 years. So when I’m 60, I’ll still likely be good with a dose of about 45mg methadone a day. That’s a very manageable dose, considering there are addicts out there taking double that in a single dose, and it won’t cause my body to know significant decline because of it. With the drugs they give for Parkinsons’, that’s a whole other story, and the thing with that low dose, is that most people start out on a low dose. I hope to God you can keep it at a low dose, but we both know tolerance is a real thing in all those drugs, so the longer you gotta live with those scripts, the higher the chance for ending up on doses that wreak havoc on the body.
So that’s basically an age equation everyone has to make for themselves. Everyone who is informed enough that is, because most aren’t even that lucky or strongwilled.