You say what now? It’s the first time you post? 
Pz 
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Your avatar is spot on Paps.
I thought i was in trouble but the Dr
Told me its a cough is from quitting
Smoking.
Now if these bumps on my neck and chest
Turn out to be nothing major
You will hear me yelling for joy from here
Man.
Fuck aging, its like
Omg im not gonna die this month
Is as good as it gets lolol.
Come on baby , 3rd times a charm.
But quitting smoking is the best thing i have done in decades.
Good vibes for me yall, Lord willing
I will get thru the next hurdle
Unscathed.
Missed you guys.
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thanks for the update. keep me updated, 
Eating weed
My horror story.
So i decarbed a zip, and woke up to get ready to go to work.
Took a slice of bread, smeared peanut butter on it and sprinkled a gram (1000mg?)
On and empty stomach and downed it.
30 mins later i was like, holy hell.
I went to try to puke it up but to late.
Work was not happening, nothing was.
At one point i would have drove myself
To the ER if i could have walked and actually
Thought anything constructive.
I passed out, only to be even more fucked up
And on and on it went, 12 hours later it had eased off but i stayed somewhere i never want to visit again EVER.
The next day i was stoned all day, by day 3 it was wearing off good.
For the life of me why would anyone want to
Trip off weed?
It sucks compared to acid or shrums and you come down a lot quicker.
No more edibles, no micro doses
Never again.
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That sucks my friend! Maybe you can make some butter with a small dose so you can bake a cake… Plants are looking amazing as usual 
very happy you still alive 
wish you all the best broski
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i was hoping you would be able to stop in and update. i can’t wait to see the finished soloberry. is it soloberry 2 or soloberry 3?
either way they’re looking good. this will be a perfect example of what soloberry can produce.
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#3.
2 Are super fat, 2 are more pointy but all
Are frosty AF.
It wont be long, day 69
Thinking a few more days, want to see a tad more amber.
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Im still in fucked up land lol.
Tomorrow i have to go to imaging
For this lump on my neck.
And then i have have a mammogram
The 30th.
Talk about cruel irony, im starting to think
The universe is fucking with me.
I have no clue what to expect
I keep telling myself this is nothing to worry about and boy i sure hope so.
Well we will see, Just not been into a lot lately.
I do have my mum clone and 2 more gelatos
Flowering but im holding off on a lot of stuff till i find out what in the hell my future looks like.
Good vibes yall.
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Best wishes and prayers sending your way
Paps
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That is definitely some cruel irony! I hope you are feeling better soon, sending good vibes your way brother 
Pz
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I appreciate it, i guess i know in the next 2 weeks if my lifes going to get really fucked up or not , if not Drinks are on me.
After i quit smoking my lungs feel so much better but 3 days after i developed a raspy cough.
The Dr says its a good cough but may last up to a year, evidently these hairs in our
Lungs are working again, She says after checking me out they are healing and cleaning themselves out but very annoying.
Another reason to never smoke again.
Now im a big fat cheating bastard because
Though i DID quit smoking i did NOT
Quit nicotine.
I went 12 hours with no ciggs, was jonesing
Like hell, pacing about to jump out of my skin and i saw them
ZYN…one 3 mg pouch of nicotine salts
Under the gum
And about 3 mins later and im like
Nodding from joy lol.
20th Aug was last time i smoked, because
Of ZYN
yeah they have issues , but at least im not smoking.
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sorry to hear about your troubles. best of luck with everything.
on a positive note, did you take down those soloberry #3? looks like your last post about them was 11 days ago. so it’s at 80 days ?
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Hehe! ZYN is a Swedish company and a Swedish invention. We have hade them for years here, I was hooked on them for a few years, I liked their Violet Licorice flavor the best.
ZYN I much better for your body then cigarettes or snus, so I wouldn’t worry too much.
Pz
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I did chop them, they are hanging.
Very frosty, i show them later today
Getting ready for the dreaded ultrasound
Hoping its like an infected gland or something, anyway first hoop to jump thru.
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Yes, i favour Zen because its swiss made
And i trust them more than “asian”
Brands.
Yes, the jones off zen is nothing copared to ciggs but them smoking hits you 15 times faster.
Gum at .5 mg is usesless for me.
I like the cinnamon flavor the most
Citrus is nice to, but these pouches
Dont play around, if your addicted
To cigs these will make you forget
All about tobacco.
Looking delicious broski…
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Not good day yall, he seems to think its cancer.
Now i have another appointment with another doctor
A biopsy and since its in my lympnodes
Prolly a whole body scan.
I have no clue what the next seveal weeks
Are going to be like, im picturing all grades
Of horrors and probably be glowing in dark before long.
Im already catching shit, got to get rid of my birds
Dogs bla bla
No way im doing that, if i have to crawl to feed them i am.
Just dont know how bad things may get.
My plants…
Will i be able to even cope with that?
So much uncertainties.
Wish me luck yall, maybe this wont be
God awful bad.
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i’m sorry to hear that man. i wish you the best with the results and whatnot.
besides the dogs i couldn’t imaine getting rid of a bird based on what type of bird they are. i had an african grey parrot that died… he was like 35 plus years old, i wish i spent more time with him.
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