thats good to hear man ! your sure are unlucky with you bones!!
get well soon !!!
Good morning friends! I hope you all have the day you need.
Good morning everyone! Hope you all are doing alright this morning!
Iâve put buckets of water in with a rag slowly wicking the water up. Put that in front of a floor fan.
Blowfish x Appalachia and Black Tuna. Got 3 each. If I popped more and had a bunch of females, I wouldnât have room. Thanks @TopShelfTrees1.
Thatâs a great idea - lining the Solo cup with {what kind of membrane is it?} to ease the up-potting process.
@204medismoke - This help keep my plants comfy when the furnace is drying out the air.
yes this is what i do also! helps alot. thanks for putting this out there for others to see !
this is a good idea for around the house! just hope the cats dont think its funny dumping them lol
Yup. @DougDawson had them going. Last plants I repotted this morning had beautiful roots! CYou can lift out of the solo to check root development and health. Thatâs what I like.
I saw some posts on another site, not sure if it is, but Happy Birthday! @TopShelfTrees1
Hope you have a epic day.
Finding myself flirting with depression tonight.
That old familiar feeling of pointlessness, loneliness, apathy.
Emailed a therapist yesterday. I had an amazing one, but she left the office where they took my insurance and went to a place that doesnât take insurance, and charges $250 per sessionâŚso for someone like me, thatâs $1,000 bucks a month, which I donât have.
The next therapist didnât bother to read my file, and came at me with a bunch of hippie bullshit about spirit and energy, and noticing what direction my eyeballs go when Iâm talking.
If I stopped talking she just sat there. One session we sat for the last 15 minutes with her occasionally going âWell, what do you want to talk about?â
I peaced out with the quickness and gave up on therapy for the last 6 months.
Gotta try again, because I was legitimately in a better place with the first one; everyone could tell how much better I was, and now I feel back to where I started.
Anyway⌠thanks for listening.
I know you said I could reach out @TopShelfTrees1 and if this gets much heavier I might.
Iâm not going to hurt myself; I just donât want to feel like this anymore.
Sorry for the heavy post guys, I just donât have anybody to talk to about this shit and I needed to get it off my chest
Hey brother, I know Iâve been going through some shit myself but if you ever need to chat, hit me up as well.
I have a bunch of issues myself from depression to being Aspergerâs so I definitely understand.
And your OG familyâs here for you, donât forget it!
I really hope things start turning around for you and you are able to find a good therapist that you mesh with, in my experiences with therapy it can be very helpful or basically useless just depending on the therapist and their dynamic with you.
If thereâs anything I can do to help you, please let me know my friend. @HeadyBearAdventures
I appreciate you @Weednerd.Anthony
I know youâre going through it right now, so Iâm humbled that you are trying to lift me up, even when youâre feeling low.
My brain doesnât work like the ânormiesâ either, so every time Iâm with people it takes a ton of energy to wear that mask.
Nice to have a place where people want me around, even when Iâm not fun to be around.
Thanks homie.
We all have periods in life like this. You arenât alone. Just always realize there will be better days with sunshine once we get through the storms. Hand in there brother. We are with ya. Better days ahead⌠jjust remember that.
Literally the most important thing you could say to me right now. Thanks @Smooth
I really fucking hate drawing attention to myself, but maybe I should.
Itâs not his birthday itâs an old thread!!! Donât be addicted to your circling depression
Sorry to hear itâs getting rough for you
Lol, thatâs so real! Fuck you! But also thank you!
Damn auto correct I meant donât adding! The addicted is also accurate. Itâs crazy how we can be addicted to chemicals our body produces.
The auto correct was a bit more blunt than I tend to be.
Older posts I think @Trial-N-Error
All good, itâs what I needed to hear, and I prefer blunt to sugar coated.
Itâs strangely easy to burrow into these feelings, and see everything as a confirmation of them.
I wouldnât even notice if someone (you in this case) didnât point it out.
Accidental help works the same as intentional. Thank you my guy