imagine being away from weed for 25yrs. then coming back. millions of strain names, thousands of seed makers, thousands of seed shops. where to start? you are the frozen caveman awoken to modern times. info on the internet is sketchy at best. everything is an advertisement with false claims. but you have a relative you want to grow for who is sick as f^ck. so you just get it on with your copy of jorge cervante’s book and the cheap seeds you just bought constantly looking over your shoulder for “the man” to show up.
throw on top of having “time to research” millions of things about weed on top of taking care of someone who can no longer feed, dress or go to the bathroom by themselves… while trying to run a business. again… no one to talk to about any of this but people on forums who want to constantly remind me that my genetics are sh*t.
my time in research has been spent trying to figure out how to combat the disease… not who has the best cuts of what. when i first started, genetics and who had what was never even a consideration.
~sigh~
that’s where i’m at. there is a difference between constructive criticism and just being a weed snob.
yes, i am in the states. i would be MOST GRATEFUL for some good cuts of anything on my grow list that i have or even better what i am missing. i’m REALLY looking for lavender. please and thank you.
here is what i am doing and what i am looking for:
Apothecarium - main project
thanks for your time and offer. I DO appreciate anyone willing to help me out with my project with seed, advice, encouragement or mentoring. all are helpful… especially when things get overwhelming with our situation.