This is an odd experience for me, but I currently feel like growing is a chore. Zero pleasure. No hopeful anticipation. Nothing. It is resulting in me not paying nearly enough attention to my plants. I’m not even smoking weed any more. Last time I did, my heart rate went to 114 and I absolutely hated it. Couldn’t wait for it to be over. I think this experience has made me dislike the plants in my tent. The weed I smoked was very weak and about 50:50 THC:CBD but it absolutely fucked me up. I can’t wait for this grow to be done so I can just walk away from it all.
Ever happen to you?