Not enough is my answer. I wish I smoked more.
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about 10 minutes, because i wake up with anxiety & rage & get my decaf & nicotine first, then iām smoking 1/2 gram to take a shit. then iām exhausted & euphoric, nodding. i do this 3 times before 11am, 6x/day. no fun, really, but surgical alternative is waaaay worse. 
c.s
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Me and you seem similar in timescales and amounts but I smoke a spliff instead. Me and Mrs cola smoke about 4oz a month
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1/4 elbow a week of brick weed plus home grown. by my self joints.
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by Wednesday I am on look for more brick tolerance break from home grown.
@anon58740919. Much like you and Mrs. Cola, Mrs. oleskool and I smoke 1-1.5 oz per week. Too much? We say not enough! 
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If I had the cash or smoke there it would be a lot more brother. Not too many people know but I have mild adult Aspergerās and the one way I can slow life down and make sense of it is with a spliff. Not enough I say too lol
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Totally understandable, I treat my bipolar with cannabis. I always have a racy sativa and a stony indica on hand. Depending on where my mood lands that day, I can use one or the other to keep myself in balance. It truly is a medicinal plant, and keeping it from us is criminal; not the other way around. (steps off soapbox)
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right there. It is criminal keeping it from us bro. I know itās the one thing that does genuinely keep me balanced. (Indica Domās I mean) I need to be having an already chilled and stress free day for sativaās.
I chose not to smoke today whilst out on the grounds that I have only super silver haze to smoke and that wouldnāt have been good in a crowded af place. Just got in and made a fatty though. How does the bipolar affect your day to day bro? Anything you actively avoid for any reason?
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My brother in law has the same condition. Everyone Iāve known with it are highly intelligent. Embrace it. Keep growin @anon58740919! Much love and respectā¦
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True Dat my brother, True Dat!
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Day to day it varys. If I stay on my meds, exercise, and eat well symptoms are manageable. When I get hyper manic, I will blow money, drink booze, party late, eat poor etc. Severe symptoms include panic attacks and parinoia. Thatās when I need a stony strain to keep me in the house and out of harms way. Usually that is followed by a depression phase where I sleep too much, donāt socialize, and donāt keep up with my responsibilities around the house. Thatās when a sativa gets me going and at least i can get to work and keep up with the house.
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This sounds all to familiar manā¦ I hope you stay on the right side of your mind 
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The best way Iāve found to embrace it is focus on educating myself. I can only learn what I want to learn though. And it borders on obsession according to Mrs cola. it gets really stressful though sometimes. I can lose days of sleep on a simple problem. Much love and respect to you too @oleskool830
@ReikoX that sounds like it would be seriously stressful some days bro. Took me years to get myself under any form of control. Iāve got a feeling growing does the same for you as me. Keeps you focussed and allows you to feel you have ācontrolā of at least something in life? If youāre ever having a bad day and need to vent my PM is there
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Well i smoked a pound in 3.5 month so yeah i think i smoke a lot if have lol now 9 days without smoking
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Most days are under control, but life has a tendency to spiral out of control every once in a while. 
Growing has helped center me. Not as much about control as about focus for me. Cleaning is my ācontrolā behavior. 
My life may be chaotic, but my home is in order.
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My home is in order from the hours of 7pm to 7am Monday to Sunday. The rest of the time thereās a 1 and a half year old and zero point trying to keep any kind of tidy.
@oleskool830 Iām running out of nurture I best text my supplier. āCan I have a half oz of nurture and a whole lot of loving 
please treacle titsā
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I have an update to my April statement on quantity of cannabis smoked. The only problem I have is that Iām still not so sure to weight, as to volume. Iām going thru a cured, quart mason jar every 13 to 14 days, depending on the pain, depression, and how much cannabis-butter and oil that I also have. There it is, not too badā¦ I guess? But, it does seem to beā¦ increasingā¦ over timeā¦ gradually! Not that āI MINDā at all.
Remember: āIf You Grow IT, You or Someone You care for may, mayā¦ use IT.ā But if not, you can send it to:
āThe Make a WEED Donation Foundationā in care ofā¦
Me!
good night,
John Boy!
Regards,
mike28086
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