Cannabis keeps me going steadily, keeps depression away, makes it easier to choose love and acceptance and to decide which direction my thoughts go, I feel more in control of my inner being, I get energized when it makes sense to do something.
My way of life is to do only what is necessary and what brings me joy, which enables me to help others to live a joyful life.
I have a wonderful family that supports me, this enables me to do my research, my art, my music, my writing, and planning for the future.
Without cannabis all this is just a bit more difficult, I get more easily distracted, less inspired to do anything at all, insomnia returns, less joy, less helpful, less awake, less kind, etcā¦
Cannabis does something to my body that makes it easier for me to live the life I intend to live.
Makes it easer for me to be who I want to be, a kind person.
Daily, before breakfast, I eat 1/3rd of a teaspoon of two different batches, decarbed at 100 C / 212 F for 1 hr 11 mins and 2 hr 22 mins. This way of decarbing creates a wider spectrum of canabinoids and acts as a mood stabilizer for me throughout the day.
I donāt need massive peaks of debilitating ecstasy anymore, just a slow release, mellow feeling of ease instead of moodswings and anxiety.
It has become an essential part of my life and no hair on my head is thinking about ever quitting. Unwanted side effects are nonexistent, it is essential, highly efficient natural herbal medicine.
Itās all about intent.