Try Undertow, if you can find it. Its Gorilla Glue #4 X Point Break. Pretty good meds with a nice buzz.
I may have a few seeds you can get from me, I’ll hafta look, if you’re interested.
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Well I’m glad you think so 
. I know I can my own worst critic, but I haven’t gotten much out of my grow, can’t last me any length of time really. Upgrading lights soon!
It was missing part A, but I have another set so not worried.
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Very nice! I am excited to see all these preservations pop off. Pretty stoked to run the Blockberry.
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Thank You @BigMike55 but right now I have so many I have to grow I wouldn’t get to it. I have to grow and/or gift some before I accept more 
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Got mine in the mail today also, Photos in Timewreck, Double panama, DragonBlood hash Plant, and Auto ThimbleBerry Also the STS ingredients.
Thnx @Sebring !
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I got my package as well couple autos couple photos and the care bears f6 and f7 and I’m very excited to run them I even got a head start I have a but of pollen in the freezer 14 seeds and 1 male but it’s a start right thank you @Sebring I can’t wait
Have a great day folks
Bliss
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Awe, man! I didn’t know he had restocked the STS stuff. Missed it again.
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I may be wrong, but I think he was supplying that for people doing preservation runs.
I haven’t seen it in stock for sale to buy on his site for awhile.
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Yes, it was. I had tried to buy it to but it was always out
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@BigMike55 hey cuz, if you want to do the seed/preservation run on the 2 he sent to me. I’ll shoot them to you along with the STS stuff. When I first spoke up and volunteered, things for me were a bit different. i had plans to keep the commercial license going and be in this house/land for the rest of my days…but things went to shit fast for the wife and me since then. Now, I’m going to be selling this place in a few months and moving back to the east coast. So a seed run will be hard for me to do until I’m settled in the new digs. Just DM me if you want…
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I’m thinking about this. Don’t know if I can get to a seed run any time in the next 9 months or so. T
Let me study on this. I’m interested. What was the cultivars he sent for preservation?
Honestly, I think I’m ready to do the sex reversal again. I enjoyed doing that.
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I guess that why he sent me a bunch of Black Triangle seeds. I don’t recall asking for them.
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The two he sent for a preservation/seed run were the Auto ThimbleBerry and the Photo Timewreck. The Blackberry Kush wasn’t in the pack I got but he did toss in a couple other strains
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What is Sebrings site? I want to donate my share for the seeds. I thought I had it bookmarked
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diygreenlife.com is his site
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Sorry to hear that, brother. I’ve been dealing with that shit for thirty years, and without a doubt the first few years were the worst.
I hope the meds work well for you. If they don’t, try a different one. Some of them didn’t work for me, and some made things worse, but there is very likely one out there that will work for you.
I’ve got enough years under my belt to have come up with coping strategies that work for me, and can usually keep it down enough that it doesn’t impact my life too much, so I feel I can confidently say that it gets better over time.
It was nice to catch up on the thread and see all the great stuff you’ve been doing while I was away 
Best wishes!
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I had my share of panic attacks. I had ADD as a kid, but it wasn’t a medical term at that point. Then, I was in a violent accident in '81 and that really triggered the anxiety in the aftermath.
Eventually the VA put me on Citalopram, which is an anti depressant, and it did stop anxiety attacks, but it sort of changed my personality through the years. They wanted to up my dosage once I was doing better and I said hell no. So, I’m still on a low dose, 20mg and I haven’t had a panic attack for years.
I can still trigger anxiety over certain things but mostly I don’t put myself in shaky situations in the first place.
Hope all is well, with our brother @Sebring. Let us know if anyone can help. I’m always open for ear bending… just saying. At 66, I have a much better knowledge of my past and I’m always here to do anything I can. peace
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We all learn to live with what we must, I favor regular walks but the weather doesn’t always permit. Thinking of owning a treadmill when shut in…but it would not be the same.
Read recently of a thing called ‘cognitive behavorial therapy’
Cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT) is one of the most evidence-based psychological interventions for the treatment of several psychiatric disorders such as depression, anxiety disorders, somatoform disorder, and substance use disorder.
A thing called Finch and a CBT companion both on the google store. Perhaps any of those might be useful to someone.
And nice to see @Howard.Crane again 
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Antidepressant stopped working about when I disappeared! I go into get a new kind in a week.
Most US recipients got mailed. Canada, Europe and Britain were shipped a few weeks ago!
Australia and South America will go out soon.
@Vertebrata I need help getting packs to SA. Is it easier to ship in country?
Oz had some reports of non-delivery for some past packages, so I need to get that sorted out before those ship.
I’m catching up, but I’m also looking for help getting stuff out. A couple proteges?!?! I don’t like knowing I could become incapacitated by depression without a couple backup allstars! True leaders leave future leaders in their wake. 
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