I shouldn’t have tempted fate. This angers the growing gods.
When I woke up this morning the plant at the back of the tent had seriously wilted. I mean seriously as in oh fuck it’s dead. Problem was, or good thing depending on how you look at it, one side was seriously more wilted than the other. No breakfast for me!
I wanted to water them last night but I pushed it. These plants have been under-watered if anything. I’ve not been feeling great with little flare ups here and there of ME. Last night was particularly bad. I just couldn’t manage it. All the same, I checked them and they all seemed like they would last another 8 hours while I would get some sleep. Wrong!
When I pulled all the girls out the tent to water them I could see that the one that wilted at the back was super light, plus it had cracked around the rim. This one was going to be hard to water because it all goes down the sides. My bad. Doh!
I was surprised to see how well the other two girls were going. One had caught up a bit. Lovely colour. No major problems at all.
But damn, if I hadn’t tried to murder this other girl by neglecting her. I learned a valuable lesson today. I know it wasn’t totally my fault - I wasn’t feeling well. But if I’d known my girl was going to half die, I would have found the strength for her.
I’ll show you which one I’m talking about in a minute. But let me tell you - what a day! Watering it so it could accept moisture. Not putting it back under hot lights. Molly-coddling it like a newborn.
This is the girl from a week ago:
Notice the long stalks from main stem to leaf.
These were the other two girls from a week ago:
The valuable lesson I learned is that height matters less than elongated offshoot stems from the main stem. Too long with the offshoot stems and if you get an under-watering crisis (for whatever reason) that girl will be less able to sustain the damage.
I put her back in the tent. Didn’t over water. Didn’t put her under strong lights. I made sure the other girls were good because I’m not losing them two as well.
It happened about 8:30 this morning when I found her wilted. By 10:00 this morning she didn’t look much better. I propped her up best I could put her back to a good position in the tent. Checked on her around mid-day, and I could see that some leaves had dried out and curled - not bringing them back. Irreparable damage.
I still didn’t give up on her though. The other two plants were strong enough to look after their little sister for the day and the propped her up like big sisters do. But there’s only so much you can do…
Through the day I’ve been wondering what to do. I realised I might have to cull this little girl because she’ll just be a drain on the other two - who, to be honest - really look like they could use that space for themselves. In a way it was making my decision easier. She is the shortest of all the girls as well, btw.
The other two girls look like they want to go hog wild. I think they would really love that space by themselves. It’s why I haven’t bothered messing with HST/LST. Plus they are the shortest girls I’ve ever grown. All good.
One thing I realised is that it’s not a good idea to grow three plants in a square space. Maybe if you had a triangle! 2 plants good! 4 plants good. Whatever, they all get an equidistant amount of light.
Light propagates by the inverse square law which kind of favours ‘squares’ doh. To my limited physics understanding. But it gets a whole lot more complicated again when you try to include triangles, which form better in to a circle. I’ll stop there, and any physicists in the house can show me where I’m going wrong.
Whatever, the first bugbear with this grow was one of the seeds not germing at the same time as the others. But I’m not going to blame that. This fuck up is on me and me solely, because this was a rookie mistake.
Anyway, enough of the blame game and beating myself up. I felt so drained this afternoon with my ME still playing up I took a nap. While contemplating I realised I had three options:
1: I cull the girl I under-watered, and I leave the tent to the two other girls who are fine.
2: I struggle on with the crippled girl, hindering the growth of the other two girls.
3: I cull the girl I crippled and LST the other two girls in a SCROG.
I’m leaving it a bit late in the day to SCROG. And truth be told, when I had a look at those girls earlier (the healthy ones) even though they are different shapes they still have similar size and are of similar health. I don’t want to mess with them just to make up for my fuck up and then lose them as well.
At the same time, before writing this, I thought the neglected girl would be worse, but she was picking up, albeit with some permanent damage. I really don’t know what to do.
I’m not after yield, I’m not selling.
I just want to grow beautiful plants. But I’m loathe to kill one girl off even if I could get a higher yield with the other two in the tent.
At the same time, I’ll chop this girl down straight away if I think she will interfere with my other two very healthy plants.
What to do?
Some more shots of the damage:
You can see she’s not happy!
Close up:
It’s a real quandary what to do.
These girls were supposed to go under a new 250W HPS today, stepped up from the 150W HPS. But I dared not to do that. The last thing I wanted to do was heat-stress that neglected girl.
And temps are dropping here. Ambient temps are the same but they will go down tomorrow as the cold kicks in in the next day or two.
I’m really 50/50 on this - I don’t mind culling the neglected girl and giving better life to her sisters - at the same time, I don’t want to write off a half-decent plant that is still showing all signs of life, even if it will be stunted.
Whatever I do, this is a loss for me. It was my fuck up, even if I wasn’t feeliing well.
My takes from this:
Don’t grow 3 plants in one square tent.
Always grow one more seed (at least) than you need, in case it germs later.
Get that watering schedule on point and equal for ALL plants as early as possible.
Do NOT over water.
Do NOT UNDER_WATER
Never let soil get so dry it’s cracking and the pot is super light.
Don’t be afraid to water your girls even if you still got a bit of moisture in the pot. You need that moisture to carry the new watering through. It’s better than the soil being bone dry.
This isn’t the end of the world. I only bought 3 seeds instead of more because I thought one might mess up, but it was me that messed up in the end. I don’t like growing just two plants in a tent this size, when I can grow four. Growing three really complicates things in my limited experience. It can be done, and with similar yield, but for me it’s about the fun and the max health of the plants.
I made a few wrong design decisions along the way with this grow. Which really shouldn’t be taken as a guide now unless you want to learn how to not mess up.
If I got to pull that girl though, I will. I thought I could even make a small little micro-box for her, to get the best out of what she has left. So much life to give. And I got a lot of love to give. It’s easier when you do a big grow, I suppose. You can just cull whatever as you need. But when you just got 2 or 3 plants, it kind of becomes personal.
One last shot from the tent for some perspective as they settle down for the night:
Don’t let the height fool you, the neglected girl on the left is being kept lower because I don’t want her to get too much heat. I won’t change up to 250W tonight - I’ll do it tomorrow. I should have done it before really. Just looking for an easy life. And look where that got me!
I just took a few last photos to help you decide (if you can advise me at all) - girl is still fighting - but her sisters could really use that room -
These photos were taken 16 hours later after me finding her wilted this morning. I think she has done well to recover. I can probably find another home for her. But I think it’s time to get her out of the tent and let the other two girls go wild under the new 250W HPS I’m going to put in tomorrow.
What do you think?
Oh, btw, I woke up yesterday with the HPS bulb turned off and all the lights in my house flickering (well, the lampshades). I thought the bulb was broken. But it does this now and again. It was off for an hour or two and by the time I got to check the 250W bulb which was working I tested the 150W again in case. Working again. It’s a real shit hole where I live, but it makes me wonder what goes on at night when I’m asleep. This is why I won’t be doing a 18/6 or 20/4 cycle from now on. It’ll just be constant 24 hours.
There isn’t a moment’s rest when you do a grow.
My respect for other growers who do such great work and have their shit together so much - well it just went up a notch again.