@Ohhhh- you are deflecting at this point and it is irking me.
You showed up, an unknown stranger (95% of the folks here have known each other for years) with a story out of a very sad cannabis fairy tale. "The girl with the treasure!"
Then, when you were met with questions that were pretty simple you were very unclear in your communication. Displaying behavior that is not normal for online message boards. Only stirring more suspicion.
The fact that the large part of our community was slow to believe your tale and continued to look out for the community... made us... "gossipy bitches?"
That's not cool.
Can you not see from our perspective?
The fact that you abandoned your original account did not help your cause.
I apologize for questioning you, a friendly stranger, but I do not apologize for being suspicious. I am sorry that you are going through a rough time and hope things improve in your world. It's not up to us though. It's up to you.
The cannabis community has always been very close and there is a great need to look out for each other. I only hope that you decide to be an actual member of our community and not get so offended when anyone approaches you with difficult questions or statements.
Now, welcome to Overgrow. We will be happy to help you.