so lucky!!! damn dehus draw 600w each! those humidifiers are what about 50w?
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Lol, yep.
Now, not so lucky when it comes to drying. A full tank in the humidifier sometimes won’t last a day, and I’ve never been able to take drying past 7 days, even in a tent that’s got a/c and humidifier
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Well I’m sure you have heard me say it before, but I’m from Southern California originally, so I’m 2,000-2,100 miles away from familiar territory, family, and friends…
If I can manage to fix up this house a little bit rent it out, and go back temporarily to stay with family during holidays while looking for a place I can start a legal grow again! 
🪴
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Well couldn’t sleep again so here I am mixing nutes and sweeping a bit in the grow area at 5 AM my time!
I think this is a pattern forming slowly as I did the same thing as the night before and had 3 beers with a few bowls and it actually seemed to keep my mind going somewhat which is odd to me because I used to drink a few beers and smoke before bed all the time and pass out pretty good.
I hope everyone has a great day 
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I hope you have a great day too, homie. Things will get better man!
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There’s only one way to go from here and that’s up.
Whatever you end up doing… there’s no doubt you’ll end up on top. I’d put down the alcohol tho… that never helps. You can and “You Will” get over this. Be strong and persevere.
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The thing most of us do (humans in general) is sense hard emotions, and find a way to avoid them until they go away.
I tried for 2 years after my wife and I split, and it made me MISERABLE.
My unsolicited advice is: when you can’t sleep, instead of immediately grabbing a beer and a smoke, take a minute and check in with your body (not your mind), and see where you feel something; muscle tension, the pit of your stomach, shoulders, jaw, etc.
Then try to figure out the name of the feeling that goes with it (anger, sadness, grief, relief, fear, etc.)
And that’s it. You don’t have to analyze it, you don’t have to think about it, you just need to feel it.
Once you’ve named it, grab that bong and do your own thing.
You got this
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Don’t drink. Don’t smoke. Don’t turn on the tv. Don’t pick up your phone. Just sit quietly in the dark and feel existence, good or bad. Maybe listen to soft music.
This is what I do and I’m a chronic insomniac.
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Trying to go into a weed coma tonight possibly and skip drinking lol I have some Animal Larry flowers, TK flowers, Banana OG distillate, I forget the strain name of the fresh frozen hash, and gritz piatella hash too.
Thankfully, everything was pretty cheap today with sales going!
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Hope you have a blast. Hang in there, DM if you ever need to talk! You are a great dude from what I can see
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Got so baked in the last two days, I need to keep hash around more often…
This morning I’m walking around my house burning some sage and trying to purify any bad energy and vibes this place absorbed accidentally…
Have a good day everybody!
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I made it out to the storage unit today, and I pulled out the old alto sax
Was pretty into Charlie parker some years back when I originally got it used, maybe I’ll take some time and start playing it again.
I’ve been playing guitar 18 years now so I’m always open to trying totally different instruments, I’ve been able to teach myself basics on so many things from keys, harmonica, and banjo, so why stop now?
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I can hear it playing already, awesome.
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Just catching up here, great job getting off the shit. As far as the divorce goes, I’m sorry to hear that man, that’s a tough one. But I will say from my own experience, that better things are on the horizon, I look back at my divorce as a blessing, I know it’s probably hard for you to believe right now, but you may just look back at this as a positive thing.
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Thank you for the support my friend. I greatly appreciate your kind words!
I’ve been thinking a lot and I am starting to slowly go more in that direction, but of course it is gonna take a little bit of time.
The community here on OG has been wonderful, and offering so much positivity, kind words and support.
Have a good day brother @buckaroobonsai
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Goodmorning OG…
Have an awesome day and be well!
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Okay so I messed up my sleep schedule this weekend, I was so exhausted the past two days and slept several hours in the afternoon when I should’ve been more productive 
I’m awake now, I wanted to get the first pack for grabs listed this evening and the wiki set up in my giveaway thread, so I’ll get on starting to set that up now.
And here’s a link for anyone who pops in here to see what I’m up to but hasn’t seen that thread yet…
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(Switches the keyboard to synth)
Welcome to funky town. 
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200th post in this thread…
After making some major changes in life recently, I’m ready to start enjoying my time a little more again and not take things too seriously.
Also I’m hoping to get my money back in order, to start I paid off the last LED I bought a while ago.
I’m still behind on my credit card payments, and if I can I’d love to start the new year on a completely clean slate without debt, related interest, and extra fees haunting me.
Have a good day everyone
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