My condolences. Never gets any easier. 
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@420noob . I grew up on and still live on a farm. We have always had cows and sometimes horses. I have had to bury many over the last 50 years. It never gets easier but I have learned this - Bury it and then dont think about it anymore. At least not now. That sounds hard but you can remember the good memories later when the sorrow is not as fresh. Its better for your head. Peace brother. 
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