Welcome @dopekota I understand what it was like when I had to give up smoking for the military. Used to smoke and grow in the late 70’s early 80s and didn’t go back to it until the early 2000’s. At first the high was more intense. Made my stash go further lol… right now my wife @Lady.Zandra63 are working with landraces known for high CBD ratios.
Also, if you’re interested, here is a thread for veterans. I’m just getting started with it, come in just to shoot the chit or talk VA issues etc. Would love to see you come by.