sad bunch we are brother. but life must go on. heres to one day 
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Nah, you just made me and the Lady smile so we a happy lot! Hereās to one dayā¦and today! Cheers, Brother!
*But if you got them beans, you could be having a happy munch in less than a day. Give it a shot!
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Hi
Does anyone know or have experience in using psychedelics and practicing shadow work?
I would not like an uncontrolled immersionā¦
And can anyone recommend some good and understandable literature on shadow work. Some easyer and broad approach, mythologyā¦
I know a little bit, but it can eventually be used as quiz knowledge
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If it was not for growing/gardening
An lifting heavy shit every day in the gym I would be a f nut case
The last test was losing my 30 yr old daughter born today survived by her younger brother that also was born today but 3 yrs younger
An to see this pop up shows me how valuable this community is to the world
Glad to be here
Gardening an lifting heavy weight is my therapy
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Sorry to hear @Osogreen261 that is f*cked
Thereās a lot of love & wisdom on OGā¦some days more than others 
Most of us are stoned & tired so the messages come in late & hazy but theyāre real.
I hope for your(& family) healing 
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I came across this thread and was moved by many of the stories and struggles I read. It made me wonder how any/all of you are doing? @Cannasaurusrex ā¦ a lot of what you post hits home here as well. Yeahā¦us too. I hope you and yours are coping as best you can. For us, itās been hard to tread such waters and relate to others fully. Only those who have lost children truly āget itā.
Anywayā¦I just wanted to bump this thread so that anyone out there who is hurting or feels the need to share might see this topic come across their page.
passing to the leftā¦
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This is one of the special threads of OG. Like our charity threads.
I can grow weed just fine now.
But life without talking to other heads/growers is a real struggle.
OP is banned for life 
but I have communicated with him recently & say CONGRATULATIONS COLA ON BABY #2 (still in the oven)
Aloha friends
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Banned for life is still a person. Congrats to him.
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Up and struggling. Wrestling with it. -will be okā¦. Just feeling it deeplyā¦trying to swim to the surfaceā¦. Be easy folksā¦.
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Sleep. Overrated. I spend lots of the night on the couch.
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Hits us all. Lack of sleep Is a definite right now. Iām 4 days sober after around 2 years daily drinking. But have another child on the way so need to get my head straight 
thatās also why Iām getting back to growing
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Mental health is a bitch I didnāt think it was a thing I thought people were just being weak or something but after my accident ya mental health is a real thing I struggle with my TBI PTSD DEPRESSION I tried that electric shock thing canāt remember what the scientific Dr formality name TDS maybe lol anywho ya that didnāt work it made it worse than Dr diagnoses me with bi-polar Iām like what Iām 38 yrs old never had bi-polar 43 now lol an so ya took my meds for couple years like 6 different pills morning n night an I just felt I wasnāt myself under my meds so I stopped cold turkey few yrs back best decision I made lol oh an I was a HEROIN JUNKY also so I knew i couldnāt come home with these pain pills they weāre wanting me to take home so i refused to take em home they actually had me sign a form for not taking them cause i knew i would go right back down that opioid addiction so I just smoke my weed an thatās it lol but my dumbass is just now going through the process of getting my marijuana medical card which I shoulda got years ago anywho sorry for writing a LIFE STORY and Iām hoping everyone is doing well mentally physically emotionally etc tonight
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oh snap, is that why youāre so funny?
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I have 6 extra hours than most to come up with witticisms.
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Hey brother, thanks for reaching out. I donāt spend much time here anymore except to check-in and see some funny memes. Two years later, I am still struggling a bit for our collective Mojo back. I donāt think we will ever be āthe sameā or āover itā as ALL the well meaning clicheās go. BUT, I am very lucky that I have a loving family, that continues to laugh, grow, party and cry until I die, and thatās enough for any man. So yeah thanks man, I may have to convince myself sometimes, but it really helps when someone asks to get real feelings out. So grateful for some of the folks around here that I have had the pleasure of chatting with. Cheers @Stiickygreen Iām still growing meds, been a bountiful year!!! Trim prison soon.
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@Cannasaurusrex ā¦ Iāve found that it doesnāt get any easier. It just gets more familiar.
Iām glad to hear your relationship is intact. So many parents donāt pull out of it. Itās tough water, for sure. Definitely shows you who your real friends are and who were just acquaintances. Itās a mirror (into the soul) few will willingly look into. From living it, I knew/know that, unlike many folks fear they might doā¦the wound is thereā¦always. No one ābrings it upā or āopens the doorā on the topic before youāve already been thinking about it because those memories and that never-ending love for them is always at the forefront of all we do and every thought we have.
Trim jail is in full swing here. Growing dope and loving my wife/other son have been the only real constants in this sea of change. Sometimes itās hard to give a fuck about anythingā¦but I motor on and do what I can to stay above it all.
Anywayā¦just wanted to reach out. Hold em tight my brotherā¦and for that extra second or twoā¦'cus yeahā¦we never know when things will change.
But they will.
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My brother and sister are twats. No better way to put it, just selfish twats.
My parents have left the door open for them but I doubt theyāll use it.
Iām a sibling and Iām quite disgusted with them.
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If you told me 25 years ago that Iād be the good one Iād have laughed in your face.
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Sure is awkward hitting a heart button
So ambiguous 
There you are
Sneaky devil
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Iāll settle for a grin. More authentic anyway.
Itās been a weird month, weirder for you, but itās quieting down.
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