Gabapentin and Lyrica are chemical lobotomies.
10/10 do not recommend
As for strains,
DJ Shirt genetics outcrosses to other things help. I like Golden Tiger x DJ Short stuff.
African sativas have dine a lot for me. Though, Gascannistan/Swami’s Nigerian Nightmare actually increased my neuropathy for a couole hours.
Bubba Kush, Chem91 and similar lines help me be ok with the pain
Mushrooms have shown me how much my mind makes the pain. And also how much actual pain cant be ‘killed’ by any compound, instead we can use compounds to make us okay with the pain. The fantasy of killing the pain nearly killed me several times.
I just did a mushroom trip last night. I dont weigh it, unless im going for 5+ grams. Id guess i did about 1.3g
As it came on, for about 40min, I was like ah shit, I took too much
The mushrooms it seemed like were making the pain worse (really just making me aware of the pain and my lack of movement)
So i laid down, face buried in my pillow.
I was thinking how i dont really trip on mushrooms. Then I thought how I never really give in and let go.
So I did. I let go.
I went to that place I usually only go to with L and Ketamine together. That sacred empty space that has visions and fractals and is bright and almost digital but pure. Something akin to Alex Gray’s paintings or McKenna’s mechanical elves land. It was magical.
Then I realized how I dont dance and move around enough. So, I danced.
It was nice. For hours, I felt better than I ever have for at least half a year.
Next time, I’ll take more.