Well my friend has a friend who has traveled and done the ayahuasca stuff. He came back here and has been extracting dmt etc. So my friend gave me some about a week ago, I didn’t feel very well at the time so I put it in freezer. I broke it out last night.
Put a little bit on top of a small bowl of bud.
First couple hits I didn’t feel much. Maybe just a little wierd. So I threw a lot more on top. After a few hits without taking a breath in between I started to feel it so I laid back and closed my eyes.
The on set let’s you know, this is not like your average psychedelic. It started in what I can only describe as the center of my body. Intense vibrations emmitted from my center outwards. At this point orange, red and yellow tadpole shapes start swirling and encompass my entire visiual plane. The vibrations intensified to the point I had to tell my self to breath. Death was a thought for a split second, I thought I over did it. The normal sounds of the world gave was to a whistling, swirling, noise. Not unlike sound effects given to ufos in the movies, but louder and much like the color all encompassing. The colored tadpoles gave way to a astonishingly colored spinning mandala. On the edge of the mandala were these beings, no real shape or anything but you know they’re beings somehow. At this point something connected to my head behind my ear… I could physically feel this. I was told I was being cleansed. The feeling was wierd, it wasn’t malignant, but traumatic yet at the same time I was being comforted, felt like being wrapped in a warm loving embrace.
When I was told I was being cleansed I started vomiting, I could still physically feel the thing connected behind my ear and the warmth of whatever was giving me comfort. Idk how long this continued but at some point I said out loud “enough, please enough.” And it began to subside and I began to come back to earth.
Dmt is a strange one for sure. There is no ego death, you are still absolutely yourself, with all your mental capacity just in another place.
I’ll definitely try it again in the future.
