Oh! It is a great thing, the lemon balm, and it does help with anxiety or too much Sativa/THC, and to go to sleep. Don't be mistaken-- I take it almost every day now.
The hearing disorders are a separate & additional "layer" of my experience. The ringing "tinnitus" has just increased since childhood. I grew up around loud tools & equipment, spent my young adulthood as a gearhead , and then later in life, about 5 years ago got this "hyperaccusis" problem. It's like subconscious reactions to sound that trigger the fight/flight response. And I have PTSD. So coupled with my other injuries, etc. I cope by "enjoying" the hours of 11pm-4am, the only somewhat quite time here. I'm an expert on acoustic insulation but I can't afford much and my living situation is another story... heh. But this is the greenhouse !
Thanks for your kindness.
I had no idea what was going on until I saw a TV show by chance:
mods/leaders feel free to edit this away to another better place... my thread, medical club, etc.