I actually have a good primary care but for benzos they require monthly visits. On my insurance that’s crazy expensive. Might be different to see a psychiatrist but getting setup with one also expensive.
I previously had good luck finding reputable sellers on dark web sites (sort of works like ebay, they have transaction feedback etc.). A lot of the Klonopin comes in original blister packs (Rivotril) so it would be hard to counterfeit.
It’s not my favorite idea honestly but such is the state of things in the states.
Yes maybe so. I get mine in bulk because I said “look the pharmacy charges $15 just to fill it so if we do it this way it’ll save me a bunch of money overtime.”
Have you tried smoking high CBD flower or eating CBD gummies or oral tinctures? CBD can be helpful for sleep, stress and some pain.
if you try different cbd to thc ratios to see what works best for you.
My wife likes a high CBD to low THC ratio of 20:1, i like an equal amount at a 1:1 ratio. Gummies are about $1 ea US in a tin of 20. Get these gummies from a dispo.
I do have quite a bit of CBD flower on hand, but it’s not particularly helpful for anxiety unless I use a lot of it all day (to the point where it is impractical). I think it’s possible that a tincture might help, but CBD is also somewhat expensive here… I could try to ramp up some CBD production or maybe look through my stash to see if I have enough to make some tincture I have grown pure CBD flowers at least a few times. Thanks for the idea.
I know there are some threads on OG that discuss making your own tinctures from plant trimmings, bud or kief.
Some use high proof alcohol in the process.
I like the idea of being able to put a couple srops under the tongue and it works w/in 10-15 minutes i think. That’s what i do w gummies. Under the tongue goes into the blood quickly. And very discrete.
Caffeine in coffee and tea is my favorite drug, then cannabis.
Pretty recently I started taking bupropion. I can’t really tell if it’s doing much for me so far but I’m doing well, so I’m gonna keep at it. I also have a cup of coffee every morning.
Over the years I’ve used opioids mostly pills but have tried heroin, benzos, other pills, cocaine, meth, LSD, shrooms, never tried MDMA or DMT although I would have had I happened across some. Never tried anything with needles. I used to smoke a lot of weed and drink excessively. Luckily was able to walk away easily when i needed to.
In the last 20 years I’ve really chilled out. A couple tokes on the weekend, may go out for drinks 1-2 times a month. Grew some shrooms a couple years back, that was nice.I do smoke tobacco, the hardest thing to quit IMO. I have TRT and HCG weekly, but beyond that the occasional tylenol/ibuprofen. Ive also changed up my diet to really reduce sugars and processed food.
Cannabis-daily
Cocaine-used to be daily. Stopped dead for over a year. And use occasionally now when I’m out.
MDMA- not regular at all, but I did have 2 pills (pressed by a friend) last weekend at flashback festival.
LSD-As above but one tab.
Alcohol-free more than I should but means i sleep.
Gabapentin-for spinal damage due to a car crash.
Occasionally co codamol if my back is real bad.
Amitriptyline is classified as an antidepressant, but it’s not very good at it. It is however very effective for me to have un interrupted six hours of sleep.
Without it I’m more prone to being a kind of a hot wired mess filled with anxiety. Absolutely no side effects like Xanax or clonopin.
started coffee daily since having a kid. used to smoke ciggs a ton, quit for covid, miss them.
never routinely into anything else but have enjoyed a few. feel sad for todays kids and the fenty stuff. it really hit home for me when that bachelor party or group of military kids or whatever it was had accidental fenty coke.
Started on this recently for nerve damage and it has been a god-send.
I’m surprised more people don’t do this one recreationally.
Now that I have a tolerance it no longer has that effect, but when I first started taking it, it was probably the most pleasant effect I’ve ever had from a medicine.
Now it just keeps my pain to a minimum, which is great.
I fractured vertebrae rolling a car at 75mph. Didn’t walk for months. Slept sat up. I’m actually back working heavy manual labour jobs (because it’s all I know) so the gabapentin is a God send. But after a day of shifting patio slabs or the like. Sometimes i need more. Not even exaggerating when I say I wake up crying sometimes.
Don’t ask me, ask the people who does it. Especially random streets shit, I’ve bought a lot which tests positive for both. When I was in Barcelona 100% of the mdma was either testing for some of them or both. I’ve had great success from DNMs though
I’m really sorry to hear that. That sounds really rough.
Without medication my nerve pain is only between a 2 and a 4 on a scale of 1 to 10. The thing that makes it hard is that it’s 24/7 and that started to drive me a little crazy. Hard to think of anything else.
I imagine it would be incredibly difficult if the pain is both constant and intense.
My young testing out time is over so is doesn’t really matter for me… The real shit which me realy freaked out was an police report/ documentary where they shown rest of plants and sugar next to an mixer.
They produced any kind of " Morocco" hash… But yeah the legal market is dangerous
I have grown pure CBD flowers at least a few times. Thanks for the idea.
