Well...That was a strong panic attack today...
I'll flip them tomorrow and hope they finish in time. Despite all the offers from my friends to help house them if they don't finish in time, I'm not going to be able to get them out of the door soon. They'd have to help me out now instead of waiting if they wanted to help, but the offer was really only if I couldn't finish them in time. Little do they know LoL
I'll get through it. Even if I have to harvest them early since I won't have a choice iat least have 2 sour Diesel seeds from some medical bud from Cali that was definitely pollinated. Might explain how it left the state. Eh 🤷🏻♂️ works in my favor. I got 2 mature seeds out of it. Those last buds in the jar were awful to smoke, but at least they gave me seeds. Plus I have about 50+ seeds from some kush regs I got. Once I'm at my new place I can start growing again. I have untill September at least, so hopefully a month will be enough time to get anything of use that's not a waste of my time and money other than a learning experience. I'll still wait to harvest until the last day if they aren't ready yet. I can dry them at my friend's place if I have to. I'll smoke him up every time I want to smoke if he wants for the trouble.
Though jokes on them if they think I'm paying that electricity bill. By the time I'm shut off I'll be out of this place and it's not my problem anymore. I turned off the breakers for the garage too, so if he's been welding down there at all during the 30 times a day he's in there he can suffer. If he wants to kick me out, then he can pay for it himself. I mean I'll be able to afford it in a couple of months once I start my new job. I'll be training for the certification starting Monday. At least it's union. I can have my moments where I need to have something like that in place to keep my job if I have a panic attack at work.
I know I should be more grateful to my parents for even letting me stay here this long, but I really didn't need the narcissistic parenting. It's even worse than helicopter parents. I couldn't even hang out with a friend without 20 questions. If I left the house or even so much as didn't talk to them for a day I'd never hear the end of it if I didn't tell them every little detail to the smallest bit. Hell half the reason I've been here this long is because of 11 years of broken promises. I was supposed to get disability and SSI in 2007. If I had those services I'd already have moved out years ago as at least they help when they offer and don't just make empty promises. I'm clearly holding a grudge on that and I don't hold grudges, so that says something about how much it pissed me off.