I’m trying to get back into taking care of my garden. It turned out that I didn’t end up needing to go out of town, but I still got horribly depressed for the whole spring and summer that my plants have been suffering. Having a shit garden is embarrassing on a pot growing forum, so I’ve been scarce overall. Right now I have some plants in flower. Pretty into it.
I’ve been putting forth some efforts to get my brain on track. I keep thinking that I’m not supposed to feel like shit all the time, and it took me a while before I determined that I need to actually make some changes, otherwise I’m just choosing to continue to be unhappy. So I’ve started lifting weights, and I’ve gone back to school. I should be finishing up with my associate’s degree after the spring semester. I’ve had a hard time getting over the shame I feel over having dropped out multiple times now. I’m just trying to get all finished up with a bachelor’s degree so I can settle into a career.
Anyway, that’s about all I’m getting up to these days.
I’m starting some seeds soon. I’m trying to get more cool shit going so I can make some neato posts on here and smoke a whole bunch of good reefer.